Because you wake up everyday bad or good, in pain & fatigued, sad or happy; despite it all you keep going.

You cry, you scream, you feel like today is the last of your days and as so many others have done, you get on your knees begging GOD!!, please send me the answer to the one question so many of us have painfully shared….. TELL ME WHY, WHY ME ? Sadly no response….

Still you keep going, continue on with your life and as you shut the door behind you the darkness that hovers your soul is left behind and seems to of disappeared. You place an invisible mask on your face with a smile which you wear well for eight hours a day; mingling, socializing, & handling the duties of your daily life. The world smiles back at you with no clue that deep within your eyes are dried up tears leading a path towards a chest that holds a heart filled with heartache. & when you end your day and return home you will unlock the door to your reality, the reality of the darkness that will await you and burden you with sorrows and taunt you with the continued mystery as to WHY YOU? 

-Jackie N

For all those suffering in silence