Remember always not just in time of need 

If only we could be like our creator, always with open arms despite the many times we have forgotten, and searched for him in moments of despair. If we could place ourselves in his shoes, how we would react if people only looked for us in moments of need but forgot about us when they were at their best. How many of us would allow that? I am sure many of us would not tolerate it…

Not him, his arms are forever open with unconditional love. 

Makes you think 🤔 and realize how the pride should be put to the side and allow for that unconditional love to enter our hearts.

Doing so will make not make us any less of a person or a pushover. Follow your heart, it will always guide you on how to do this.
-Jackie N.

Memories 

 Beautiful, ugly, funny, scary…. MEMORIES the creation of our timeline, of our personalities of our happy tears, & painful tears. What would we be without them? 

How many memories so many wish would of been nothing but a nightmare, wish it was easily erased. Other memories so many wish they could relive to get that bliss for at least one more time, the thought of not getting the chance is heartbreaking. Either way memories are a treasure that at one point we would of wished we would of never lived and possibly lived repeatedly but life goes on and with that so do the lessons in those past memories and in it the reward of great WISDOM! 

TEARS 

Tears …….

 I have been overwhelmed with an abundance of tears 😪 The consumption of energy from others around me has me all mixed up within.

Interestly enough all this energy revolves around tears . 

Tears of sadness , joy , relief , disappointment , hopelessness , & bittersweets . But oh it was that bittersweet & dry tears that stood out the most. 

These are the most painful to see, the sadness & heartbreak covered up your childlike smile showing the world your fine but its those sudden brief moments of silence you had, where I felt that crying heart and saw the flashing memories that you once shared & today it has officially come to an end.😔 It is you my dear friend who today broke my ❤️ the most as painful energy rushed through my soul and although you kept those eyes dry my eyes watered what your heart yearned to let. 

Oh bittersweet moments I guess some things just never last forever. –

– To true friendships
-Jackie Navarro 

Breaking Chains

Is it possible? Could this be? A feeling of happiness so intense so real that what you spoke to be happiness was nothing but words but never truly existed in my heart?

The act of being positive, truly feeling the positivity within my soul. Wanting to be,  striving to be and making the attempt to be POSITIVE! To know that today the practice of it daily could eventually break chains? …….My God what a huge wieght off my shoulders, anyone’s shoulders but most of all what a huge block uplifted from my heart. I feel free, I feel liberated. 

How could I keep myself incarcerated for decades in a cell of misery? How did I not want to accept the light? The constant signs thrown at me, the opportunities God sent me yet it was those opportunities I mistakenly shut out for the lack of trust and anger I was filled with, and for the weakness my mind was controlled by. 

For the white lights that one day crossed my path I thank you for attempting to show me a sign, for offering me advice towards a different life and I will forever remember what today is nothing but appreciated positivity. You all paved the way to the chains I broke today. 
-Jackie N.

1 year & 1/2 ago ..

So I am not a fan of posting hospital pictures, or any pictures that bring sadness or any form of negativity to the soul however I decided to post this one as a form of Awareness for Epilepsy. Just a typical day in my shoes, from fighting hard to accomplishing yet another day with a smile. I am battling Epilepsy and well between yesterday the battle was quite hard, this time it managed to break me down. I broke down, I cried, & I wished not for this to go away; I mean I can’t ask for to much but I begged for at least less days of suffering, my mind was so scrambled I completely forgot everything I just stood in place for a while & tried to remember what I do daily… To All my fellow warriors I share this before & after pic to let you know you aren’t alone but to also let you know that like many of you I cried & I cried hard. We all have moments like these in our life that will come and go and it’s ok, there is nothing wrong in feeling this and I am sure there are times you need to talk to someone and you just won’t because of the response you get, or the lack of compassion but trust me there will be someone one day that will understand. But in the meantime when this happens let it all out, cry! Cry hard, when you do this you will feel better. Pray! Pray with faith you will feel relief. Talk! Talk to someone, anyone there will be someone who will listen (I AM LISTENING). Do this and you will feel this break down for minor hours and get right back up like the warrior your are… Put all of this into practice & you will smile like I am now doing in my after picture you see. We are given this life we must accept it and learn to know how to ride with it or else we will be miserable.. 

Lovely Goddess 

That’s who you are! Remember that, believe it, imprint the words Goddess in your soul so it may glow externally daily. You are the keeper of your thoughts, your life, & your emotions. Change is determined by you and for you, your true inner happiness; live only for you. 

Walk the earth Queendom, shine bright and enjoy life in order to heal the world with the gift you were blessed with.